Why I’ve Been So Quiet Lately—The Truth About My Personal Journey
If you’ve been keeping up with me, you’ve probably noticed that I’ve been quieter than usual this year, especially over the summer. There’s a reason for that—a few, actually. I’ve spent these past months not only creating but also reflecting. I’ve been working on new paintings and focusing on my website, yes, but more than that, I’ve been deeply introspective, getting real with myself about what I truly want from life and where I want to take my art.
In a way, I’ve been navigating this delicate balance between external creation and internal exploration. There’s something deeply empowering about sitting with your own thoughts, stripping away distractions, and asking yourself: What do I really want? Where do I see myself going—not just as an artist, but as a person?
What I’ve come to realize is that I’m drawn to the idea of freedom. I’m not tied down by anything, and that’s such a liberating feeling. It’s given me space to breathe, to dream, and to create without constraints. I can pick up and move anywhere at any time—something not everyone has the luxury of doing. And with that freedom, my creativity has the room to soar. But here’s the thing: when you have infinite possibilities, it can be both exhilarating and paralyzing. Sometimes, when everything is open to you, you freeze, because there’s no clear path, just endless options.
Despite that, I’ve been listening to myself, trusting my instincts, and doing what feels right. I’ve learned that you can’t rush this process. Whether it’s in life or art, it’s important to give yourself the grace to pause, reflect, and find clarity. It’s an ongoing journey, but I’ve found comfort in embracing the uncertainty, knowing that everything I’m doing is in line with my truth.
For me, this quiet period hasn’t been about retreating; it’s been about refining. It’s about showing up for myself in ways that align with the woman I’m becoming. And I want you to know that it’s okay to do the same for yourself. We all have our own paths, our own callings. The most important thing is to stay true to who you are and to do what’s best for you, even when that means stepping away for a while to figure things out.
As I step into this next phase, I feel more certain than ever that I’m exactly where I need to be. My work is evolving, just as I am. I’m excited to share it with you soon, and I hope that in some way, my journey inspires you to reflect on your own. Because at the end of the day, it’s about finding joy in the freedom to create your own path.
With love,
Carina Dawn
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